Wednesday, 27 June 2012
The Sleepover
So tomorrow I am having a sleepover with one of my close friends, Tianna. She is very nice and we started becoming friends in Biology when I asked to sit next to her. Now looking back I think, woah, she's crazy but I love her! We are going to meet up at the local shop tomorrow, catch up, and buy some things before heading back to her house. It will be so fun, but I am going to miss Lucas so much. I guess I'll have to talk to him over the weekend.
Monday, 21 May 2012
Writers block
Don't you hate it when you want to write something amazing? But you can't. You try and try to draft a storyline but nothing comes into your mind. So instead you end up writing something rubbish, and feeling no inspiration to the story what so ever. This happens to me alot, and I never finish adding more to my work, so I just end it then and there. Many people ask to read what I've written and I just tell them "It's not finished." They always tell me to add more to it, but I simply refuse. If I can't think of anything, then I will not continue it. It's hard to keep an open mind when it comes to writing, especially if you want to write something different and unique, a book no one else has ever thought of. Thats the challenge though, people have thought of everything.
Tuesday, 22 May 2012
So one thing to take off my long list of things to do. My mathmatics assignment. Thank god. Also my revision is going pretty good and I know I'm going to pass. I just really dislike some of my subjects such as - Business studies, it is the most boring, most annoying subject. The teacher fails at teaching us what to do, expects we know it. So in class I just stalk people on Blogger, Twitter and write. Also, another thing, I am beginning to write a story. But more will be revealed soon. Sorry about short blog post but we are about to enter Modern History. Ps. Check Twitter for my spammage during this class. Bye folks.
My thoughts: Religion
Just a heads up to
any people who may be reading this article, I do in no way mean any
disrespect, this is just my opinion, and if you don't like it, you have
to realize that in fact, this is my blog. And I can have a say in any
topic I prefer. Although, if you do wish to comment arguing my
statements to be made, sure go ahead. But I do believe that scientific
evidence will always win against all odds, and by seeing your comments -
you will make my day. I love to have a good laugh.
Don't get me wrong, I have friends who are religious, but, they do not in fact push their religion onto me, like many do. And so with this being said, I am not pushing anything onto you. (This applies to any reader whom I may not know of)
Let's first get started on a few recently asked questions. 1) Do you believe in god? My answer: I don't believe that some supernatural force created this Earth, sounds a bit fantasy to me. But I do not either believe anything about the "Big bang theory" because this also, makes no sense. I believe that we are living now, and not to question our very existence but to get on with our lives. 2) Do you believe in Aliens? My answer: Not the green slimey stereo-typical ones you see in movies. But by the term Alien it does in fact mean some strange unknown creature. I believe that because space is infinite, and because there are so many planets among the galaxies, that there is certain to be something out there. Only close minded people would think "Nope, Earth is the only planet with life forms." Because of this assumption, as scientists do they have researched into the matter. Here's a few facts: Did you know that on Mars, they have found water? Not in a liquid state, but in frozen mater. This water is within the planet aswell on the outer shell and it may even be liquified into the middle of the planet, thus maybe leading to life forms yet to discover. I am a very open minded person when it comes to the world, and I question everything. If someone tells me to believe something, I will say. "And what is your proof?" Another question many of my religious friends have asked me 3) Do you believe in Heaven? My answer: I don't believe in Heaven as in "Oh yay, we get to live in castles and be with the person we want." But I do believe in another way of life, for the supernatural to live. Once they die they go off into a different dimension of life and continue to live the same life until they have solved any unfinished issues before going off "into the light" Which is sort of life heaven, but not exactly. More like a place where they wait to be reincarnated, and if you are confused to what I am speaking about. Reincarnation is when someone dies and comes back as another person (a baby of course) I am not so sussed about being an animal though, but you never know. 4) Do you believe in ghosts? My answer: No. Ghosts are made up, spooky looking creatures from Television. On the other hand, Spirits - they are souls of the dead that tend to show up and visit love ones shortly or long after their passing. I remember having an experience with my grandmother. It was during the middle of the night, my ill grandfather was upon my mind. I knew he was going to pass away any day as he was having frequent heart attacks. As I thought of him trying to sleep, I felt a hand gently grip my shoulder. I opened my eyes to find no one in my room, just darkness. Immediately I became overwhelmed with sadness. Of course as any normal person would, I had thought my grandfather had died that night. When I finally awoke from a restless sleep my mum was on the phone. I quickly asked her. "Is he dead?" And her reply, "No." At this I was confused and kept thinking about what had happened, the thoughts racing through my mind until I thought this. "Maybe grandma was giving me a warning." Shortly after this, the next day in fact, my grandfather died peacefully in his sleep. 5) Do you believe in hell? My answer: Hell is a made up place for the religious to scare gullible people into following god. I think it is an in humane action to do. To scare someone like that. Warning an eternal life of torture. They also quote, "Those whom sin will be sent to hell by the hand of god." Oh really? I thought god, after all was suppose to be warm and welcoming. Had no clue he would hurt those he 'loved' forever and ever just because they did not follow him or obey by his rules. 6) Do you believe in the devil? My answer: No. But I do believe some people while alive can have traits such as this which make them very unpleasant. I also think that spirits can also have this too, and that's why many are confused about evilness or something rather. I also believe in a thing called Karma. You've heard of it haven't you? Well if someone decides to try and bring me down, or anyone around me. Karma will get them. AKA my fist will get them in the face. That's all I have time for now. Cheerio.
Don't get me wrong, I have friends who are religious, but, they do not in fact push their religion onto me, like many do. And so with this being said, I am not pushing anything onto you. (This applies to any reader whom I may not know of)
Let's first get started on a few recently asked questions. 1) Do you believe in god? My answer: I don't believe that some supernatural force created this Earth, sounds a bit fantasy to me. But I do not either believe anything about the "Big bang theory" because this also, makes no sense. I believe that we are living now, and not to question our very existence but to get on with our lives. 2) Do you believe in Aliens? My answer: Not the green slimey stereo-typical ones you see in movies. But by the term Alien it does in fact mean some strange unknown creature. I believe that because space is infinite, and because there are so many planets among the galaxies, that there is certain to be something out there. Only close minded people would think "Nope, Earth is the only planet with life forms." Because of this assumption, as scientists do they have researched into the matter. Here's a few facts: Did you know that on Mars, they have found water? Not in a liquid state, but in frozen mater. This water is within the planet aswell on the outer shell and it may even be liquified into the middle of the planet, thus maybe leading to life forms yet to discover. I am a very open minded person when it comes to the world, and I question everything. If someone tells me to believe something, I will say. "And what is your proof?" Another question many of my religious friends have asked me 3) Do you believe in Heaven? My answer: I don't believe in Heaven as in "Oh yay, we get to live in castles and be with the person we want." But I do believe in another way of life, for the supernatural to live. Once they die they go off into a different dimension of life and continue to live the same life until they have solved any unfinished issues before going off "into the light" Which is sort of life heaven, but not exactly. More like a place where they wait to be reincarnated, and if you are confused to what I am speaking about. Reincarnation is when someone dies and comes back as another person (a baby of course) I am not so sussed about being an animal though, but you never know. 4) Do you believe in ghosts? My answer: No. Ghosts are made up, spooky looking creatures from Television. On the other hand, Spirits - they are souls of the dead that tend to show up and visit love ones shortly or long after their passing. I remember having an experience with my grandmother. It was during the middle of the night, my ill grandfather was upon my mind. I knew he was going to pass away any day as he was having frequent heart attacks. As I thought of him trying to sleep, I felt a hand gently grip my shoulder. I opened my eyes to find no one in my room, just darkness. Immediately I became overwhelmed with sadness. Of course as any normal person would, I had thought my grandfather had died that night. When I finally awoke from a restless sleep my mum was on the phone. I quickly asked her. "Is he dead?" And her reply, "No." At this I was confused and kept thinking about what had happened, the thoughts racing through my mind until I thought this. "Maybe grandma was giving me a warning." Shortly after this, the next day in fact, my grandfather died peacefully in his sleep. 5) Do you believe in hell? My answer: Hell is a made up place for the religious to scare gullible people into following god. I think it is an in humane action to do. To scare someone like that. Warning an eternal life of torture. They also quote, "Those whom sin will be sent to hell by the hand of god." Oh really? I thought god, after all was suppose to be warm and welcoming. Had no clue he would hurt those he 'loved' forever and ever just because they did not follow him or obey by his rules. 6) Do you believe in the devil? My answer: No. But I do believe some people while alive can have traits such as this which make them very unpleasant. I also think that spirits can also have this too, and that's why many are confused about evilness or something rather. I also believe in a thing called Karma. You've heard of it haven't you? Well if someone decides to try and bring me down, or anyone around me. Karma will get them. AKA my fist will get them in the face. That's all I have time for now. Cheerio.
Sunday, 20 May 2012
My thoughts: Love
Love is a beautiful thing that one experiences between a partner and thyself. It's an incredible feeling of being wanted and feeling that someone out there on planet Earth loves you for every thing you are. Flaws and all.
In my opinion, as you grow older you lose this knowingness of what love actually is. Some adults may say "Puppy love" or what not when referring to the younger generation. But deep down they wish they knew love like teenagers did.
In my personal experiences, I've had many a time where I have sworn that I have been in love with someone - but now looking back I tend to shake my head and think in disgust of that very same person I used to of liked. But as you grow older, you meet new people, and you find out how you actually feel about them. You relate them to your previous relationship, and can say "They are defiantly better." As you go through more people you understand the actual concept and meaning of love. The need to feel close to another, of maybe not the opposite gender, but for some; the same. To have the urge to hold them close, to comfort them, to care for them, to listen to them, and to be with them for the rest of your life. I personally can't say that I know what love is, but I think I'm fairly close, and if not there is still time to love a person more and more each and everyday. I've found someone who is special to me, and I never want them to leave my life. They are one of the reasons I feel inspired to wake up in the morning, knowing I will get to talk to them or read posts from them during the day. They make me feel happy,wanted and loved all in one phrase "I love you." But with this sentence comes honesty. I think that the word 'love' is over used, and although many may say it a lot, only few do mean what they are saying. I believe that with time you can fall in love, but only with whom you are physically and mentally attracted to. For instance, you can love your friend, but you will never be able to love them as you would love a partner. There are of course instances where some may say "I had a best friend, and we soon fell in love." No, this is entirely wrong. A friend means someone you are not attracted to in any way shape or form. Sure you may say they are attractive, personally I can't say any of my friends are ugly. But with saying that does not mean I feel tingles whenever I see them, or blush at the very sight of them. When people say that their best friend and themselves fell in love, it doesn't work that way. They fell even further into love. They were a companionship not friends, they both deep down liked each other - and since talking to them for a while, grew even fonder. That is something I don't get about people. The way they think these things sometimes. It doesn't work like that. You may see or hear about these things in books or movie, but that is all fantasy. True love comes from the very first time you know you have a slight attraction to someone. And it continues from there.
In my opinion, as you grow older you lose this knowingness of what love actually is. Some adults may say "Puppy love" or what not when referring to the younger generation. But deep down they wish they knew love like teenagers did.
In my personal experiences, I've had many a time where I have sworn that I have been in love with someone - but now looking back I tend to shake my head and think in disgust of that very same person I used to of liked. But as you grow older, you meet new people, and you find out how you actually feel about them. You relate them to your previous relationship, and can say "They are defiantly better." As you go through more people you understand the actual concept and meaning of love. The need to feel close to another, of maybe not the opposite gender, but for some; the same. To have the urge to hold them close, to comfort them, to care for them, to listen to them, and to be with them for the rest of your life. I personally can't say that I know what love is, but I think I'm fairly close, and if not there is still time to love a person more and more each and everyday. I've found someone who is special to me, and I never want them to leave my life. They are one of the reasons I feel inspired to wake up in the morning, knowing I will get to talk to them or read posts from them during the day. They make me feel happy,wanted and loved all in one phrase "I love you." But with this sentence comes honesty. I think that the word 'love' is over used, and although many may say it a lot, only few do mean what they are saying. I believe that with time you can fall in love, but only with whom you are physically and mentally attracted to. For instance, you can love your friend, but you will never be able to love them as you would love a partner. There are of course instances where some may say "I had a best friend, and we soon fell in love." No, this is entirely wrong. A friend means someone you are not attracted to in any way shape or form. Sure you may say they are attractive, personally I can't say any of my friends are ugly. But with saying that does not mean I feel tingles whenever I see them, or blush at the very sight of them. When people say that their best friend and themselves fell in love, it doesn't work that way. They fell even further into love. They were a companionship not friends, they both deep down liked each other - and since talking to them for a while, grew even fonder. That is something I don't get about people. The way they think these things sometimes. It doesn't work like that. You may see or hear about these things in books or movie, but that is all fantasy. True love comes from the very first time you know you have a slight attraction to someone. And it continues from there.
Sometimes I wonder
Sometimes I wonder if left or right hand really means a thing. I mean, with proper training, can't both your hands right equally good? I'm off on an experiment to see if I can get my left hand to learn to write just like my right. With daily exercises I can see my left hand writing getting better, at the moment, it sort of resembles a 9 year old's font. But that's okay! What I am curious to know is that how did we found out what hand we were? Were we taught to be right handed, and some taught left? Or is there something more behind it? My mind seems to be rattled with random questions with no answer.
A few things about me
http://personalexcellence.co/blog/101-questions-to-ask-yourself/ I will be answering these questions, not all but some.
- Who are you? - I like to think of myself as another human being, with the same purpose in life as everyone else. To live life to the fullest while I am still alive.
- What are you passionate about? - I am passionate about doing the things I love. These include writing, reading, music and having close relationships with friends.
- What are the achievements you are most proud of? - My personal achievements to date would be proud of living until the next day, you never know if you will never wake up again.
- What are you most grateful for in your life? - I'm grateful for the friends and family around me. The people who inspire me.
- What are the most important things to you in life? -I think that having fun, and being successful are the two main important things in anyone's life.
- How would you describe yourself? - A bubbly, happy and optimistic person. I can bring a smile to anyone's face and because of this I am truly happy.
- What are your values? What do you represent? What do you want to embody? -As a girl I represent girls world-wide and because of this it is important to act like a proper lady, but also have a fun time with your life and take risk
- Do you love yourself? - I don't particularly love myself, but I don't hate myself, and I know I have a few things I must do to improve.
- … Why or Why not? - Everyone has flaws about them that they dislike, and even though I know it makes me unique and who I am today, sometimes I wish they were gone.
- How can you love yourself more today? -By telling myself that I am beautiful, and whoever says otherwise is just envious.
- What is your ideal self? What does it mean to be your highest self? -My ideal self usually comes out when I am around my friends. They make me feel happy about myself, they make me feel proud.
- Look at your life now. Are you living the life of your dreams? - No, not yet. But I am doing what I can to make my dreams come true.
- If you have one year left to live, what would you do? -Force my mum to give me $10,000 so I can travel to Germany and see the guy of my dreams. So I can go and do life-risking things and make the most out of my time that I have.
- If you have one month left to live, what would you do? -I would do the exact same, but I would probably take a lot more risks and do alot more things.
- If you have one week left to live, what would you do? - I would probably get into all sorts of trouble, breaking the law, doing things that I would never get the chance to if I were to stay alive longer.
- If you have one day left to live, what would you do? - I would go and see all of my friends, tell them how much they mean to me and spend the day with them and instead of being sad, making the most out of the day and making it the best out of my whole life.
- If you have an hour left to live, what would you do? -I would skype call lucas, tell him how much he means to me. I'd make a status informing all my friends, I'd tell my friends, parents that I love them and not to be sad.
- If you have one minute left to live, what would you do? -Quickly message my friends and tell them that they will always mean the world to me, dead or alive.
- What would you do today if there is no more tomorrow? -I would do the things above. What is up with the repetitive questions, it is starting to piss me off.
- What are the biggest things you've learned in life to date? -That happiness comes from the heart, and no amount of money can buy this. Haha just kidding, it is the exact opposite. Money CAN make you happy. With this saying, homeless people may be happy too!
- What advice would you give to yourself 3 years ago?- Don't listen to what anyone else thinks, you are who you are.
- Is there something you’re still holding on to? Is it time to let it go? - The death of my grandfather, and my best friend - in the same year, only months apart. I still think about them a lot, and I miss them a lot, but I know they are in a better place now.
- What are you busy with today? Will this matter 1 year from now? 3 years? 5 years? -Business Class, no this probably won't. I want to go into medicine/criminology that Is why I am soon to change out of this class.
- What opportunities are you looking for? -At the moment, a job. I really need to save up for something in about 2 years time <3
- How can you create these opportunities? - By putting myself out there and handing out my resume all over the place. Let's hope.
- What are your biggest goals and dreams? - To one day have a family of my own, to marry the guy I love, have a successful income and stable job, to live a happy and long life.
- If you are to do something for free for the rest of your life, what would you want to do? -Be a comedian, I like to make people smile, I do it without telling them to cough up.
- What would you do if you cannot fail; if there are no limitations in money, resources, time or networks? -I would build a home for the orphans and homeless, I would declare peace to the world and I would see the guy of my dreams right now!
That's all for now. I know there are 101 questions to answer. I will post some more tomorrow, stay tuned.
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